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I am 20 years old and I’ve been realizing so much about life and I just don’t want to live life. First of all, I have a mild form of dyslexia which means my reading skills suck, like I can read, and my spelling skills are some what legit since I’ve been working with a speech pathologist for the past 10 months but nonetheless when I read, it does not get retained. I’ve been told ever since 2nd grade that I have a learning disability and I have all the classic symptoms of one. I suck at rhythm, im tone death n i even suck at listening to much since my brain is to slow to memorize the lyrics. like I come from well to do parents (I was adopted.. so my adopted rents are the ones with the good genes) n all my cousins are all over achievers(like omfg my dad is jewish so u can only imagine) so it sucks to have a LD. i’ve been on adhd medication since 5th grade, I haven’t took it every day but I have always needed it for school. also I’m a very good looking guy (witha very good jaw line i must say)but im extremely slow at learning anything. Im in good shape too, cuz growing up my parents forced me to play every sport and for the past 9 months ive been forcing my self to go on the elliptical 40-45 min a day. anyways I need adderal to function. when i don’t take it, im even more loopy and out of it. Im never going to be able to have the reading n abstract thinking skills that i want and that my older brothers have n im always going to be looked at as slow. i have some good friends but i think people think i am weird n kind-of dumb. i really don’t want to live my life being the slow person that can’t even sit down n read a book cuz i don’t retain it in my head the right way. i feel like since I’m a guy n im tall and exceptionally handsome and in good shape i am expected to succeed and do something good with my life. Im seeing a therapist 4my "issues" but all he says is to take my meds n now they want me to take this antidepressant to relief constant thoughts that im going to fail at life. i think all the pills do are numb the realties of life. ive been working at this restaurant asa busser for the past 9 months n they like me n i get along with them but they think im slow so im back in school now after working with my reading specialist n doing kumon math for the past 9monts but the thing is, is that i need adderal to function n to do any home work n thats not normal. i went to my friends apartment (friends who r away at college) n ive realized how ive always came across as the silly slow one thats funny… but i think thats why they liked me. the other thing i realized is that non of them need to wake up in the morning and take adderal everyday…. n they’re just fine n operate normally. Im always socially awkward n i don’t feel like i have the essential personal and leadership skills that it takes to do well in college and get a good paying job like what is expected of me to do. im in the perfect retard situation cuz my parents will do anything to keep me on tract and happy. ANYWAYS I DONT WANT TO GO THROUGH LIFE BEING THE SLOW RETARD. im looking for advise on what i should do with my life. every psychologist just stares at me n is useless… like what would make me happy is to be a good learner and succeed at a job that makes me happy. ALL my classmates from h.s went on to good colleges n i was kindof the slow one in h.s. that was in the sped room…but since i had money and a nice car i was some what respected… i was just at the blunt end of jokes on stupid people. my 2 older brothers are all smart n shit like one just graduated from UofM and im just the retard that has bad genes :’( …. like I CANT GO ON WITH LIFE TAKING ADDERAL EVERYDAY, THAT’S NOT NOTMAL. but taking them does steady my mood n makes me feel more confident… but not really though cuz im still lonely cuz i feel like im not normal n im always trying to become "smarrter" n think that one day things will change, im starting to realize that they’ll never change.basiclly the only thing i want are perfect reading n spelling skills so i can do good n school and then i could concentrate on bettering my self on other areas in life. SO when i think of suicide i think: what is the quality of life im going to have?-do I want to live the rest of my life taking adderal n struggling and always trying to succeed in a world thats not meant for me? do i want to have a restless personality that is alway wishing he was different?? Do i want to life live without normal reading skills n be looked at as "lazy" or "slow"???CUZ I DONT N THAT’S NOT THE WAY TO LIVE LIFE .

Dd Gg, I don’t know if you will believe me or not when I say that I totally feel for you. Not that I have passed through the same. But I know what it means to feel wrong within yourself and want to live a normal life. Regardless of how people are treating you, it’s something that you want for yourself.
I do feel the pain you have within and I know how this can lead you to want to end your life. Even if people might see that you don’t have enough reason to end your life. People will never find enough reason for anyone to end their life. And I am not here to just try to talk you out of killing yourself or just to make you feel better and that’s it.

Your therapist is not helping you by asking you to take antidepressants. I want you to understand something about life. We all realize that life is unfair and we are not all given the same privileges or advantages. And I am sure you realize that from what I read in your story. But the other thing you need to know is that many things in life are not in our control. We try our best to fix it, change it and modify it as much as possible so that it can be livable. But some parts of our lives will remain impossible to change. I am not saying that you can not get any better. But if you remain insisting on refusing your situation, you will suffer much much more than if you try to accept it and then try to fix as much as you can about it.
If I am a fully paralyzed person and I keep looking at every normal person wishing to be like them, I will suffer like hell. Instead, I can accept my situation and see if there’s a treatment I can get, a training I can have to be able to live a better life, while I am who I am! Because not everything I have can be changed.
Accepting reality, is just the same as accepting existence. We have not been given a choice about any of them. Yes, life sucks, and it’s painful, but choosing to die will not be easy on you either. Trust me.
I know this is a common cliché, but you are the best one to help yourself. From your analysis to your situation, you are absolutely not dumb at all. You are very smart and capable of spotting your strong and weak points and I am sure YOU will be able to make the best of this life, with all its pain.

this is the same thing i just posted but in paragraphs so its a tiny bit better written!!..
I am 20 years old and I’ve been realizing so much about life and I just don’t want to live life. First of all, I have a mild form of dyslexia which means my reading skills suck, like I can read, and my spelling skills are some what legit since I’ve been working with a speech pathologist for the past 10 months but nonetheless when I read, it does not get retained. I’ve been told ever since 2nd grade that I have a learning disability and I have all the classic symptoms of one. I suck at rhythm, im tone death n i even suck at listening to much since my brain is to slow to memorize the lyrics. I come from well to do parents (I was adopted.. so my adopted rents are the ones with the good genes) n all my cousins are all over achievers(like omfg my dad is jewish so u can only imagine). So it sucks to have a LD.
I’ve been on adhd medication since 5th grade, I haven’t took it every day but I have always needed it for school. Also, I’m a very good looking guy (witha very good jaw line i must say) but im extremely slow at learning. Im in good shape too, cuz growing up my parents forced me to play every sport and for the past 10 months I’ve been forcing my self to go on the elliptical 40-45 min a day. Anyways, I need adderal to function. When i don’t take it, im even more loopy and out of it. Im back in school now after working with my reading specialist n doing kumon math for the past 9monts but the thing is, is that i hate needing adderal to function. I went to my friends apartment (friends who r away at college) n ive realized how ive always came across as the silly slow one that’s funny… but i think thats why they liked me. the other thing i realized is that non of them need to wake up in the morning and take adderal everyday, n they’re just fine n operate normally. Im always socially awkward n i don’t feel like i have the essential personal and leadership skills that it takes to do well in college and get a good paying job like what is VERY expected of me to do.
I feel like I’m never going to be able to have the reading n abstract thinking skills that i want and that my older brothers have n im always going to be looked at as slow. i have some good friends but i think people think i am weird n kind-of dumb. i really don’t want to live my life being the slow person that can’t even sit down n read a book cuz i don’t retain it in my head the right way. i feel like since I’m a guy n I’m tall and exceptionally handsome and in good shape i am expected to succeed and do something good with my life. Im seeing a therapist 4my "issues" but all he says is to take my meds n now they want me to take this antidepressant to relief constant thoughts that im going to fail at life. i think all the pills do are numb the realties of life. I’ve been working at this restaurant as a busser for the past 9 months n they like me n i get along with them but they think im slow
Im in the perfect retard situation cuz my parents will do anything to keep me on tract and happy. ANYWAYS I DONT WANT TO GO THROUGH LIFE BEING THE SLOW RETARD. Im looking for advise on what i should do with my life. every psychologist just stares at me n is useless… like what would make me happy is to be a good learner and succeed at a job that makes me happy. ALL my classmates from h.s went on to good colleges n i was kindof the slow one in h.s., that was in the sped room, but since i had money and a nice car i was some what respected, I was just at the blunt end of jokes on stupid people. my 2 older brothers are all smart n shit like one just graduated from UofM and im just the retard that has bad genes :’( …. like I CAN’T GO ON WITH LIFE TAKING ADDERAL EVERYDAY, THAT’S NOT NOTMAL. but taking them does steady my mood n makes me feel more confident… but not really though cuz im still lonely cuz i feel like im not normal n im always trying to become "smarrter" n think that one day things will change, im starting to realize that they’ll never change.basiclly the only thing i want are perfect reading n spelling skills so i can do good n school and then i could concentrate on bettering my self on other areas in life. SO when i think of suicide i think: what is the quality of life im going to have?-do I want to live the rest of my life taking adderal n struggling and always trying to succeed in a world thats not meant for me? do i want to have a restless personality that is alway wishing he was different?? Do i want to life live without normal reading skills n be looked at as "lazy" or "slow"???CUZ I DONT N THAT’S NOT THE WAY TO LIVE LIFE . what do you think?

Having a learning disability does not make you slow or retarted. I know several people who have dyslexia and they are very smart. One doesn’t read and it is okay. Going to a college with high grades or learning fast does not make you who you are and it doesn’t make you a smart person. One of my friends has ADHD, and many other things. She believes that you have to have a masters and go to school to be smart. Well, I am smart and I didn’t go to the same school as her. She feels that her courses were harder and therefore she is smarter. That is not so. I have more common sense than she does. Some of those things she talks about means nothing to me. That is fine if she has a lot of meaning into it, but I don’t have to. I have other things in my life that are far more important to me. Going to a school that has more things, is more expensive, doesn’t mean a thing.

It doesn’t mean someone is far better than you just because they go to a bigger or more expensive school, or loves to read.

What things do YOU like to do? What is your passion. Just because you feel others expect certain things, doesn’t mean they do. They may succeed at things you may not and vice verse.

I am a people person and you can’t teach some things that require you to have common sense or "read someone emotions".

You are just the way God made you and you are perfect in his eyes. He made you in his own image. Discover what you are good at and go for it.

Don’t worry about what others think you are. God Knows you and your heart. He loves you and he has a plan and a purpose for you. It is not what you think others want you to do or who they want you to be, or who you THINK they want you to be.

I would see another doctor who won’t prescribe medication or has other options. I don’t agree with taking all that medication either.

I will be praying for you. Please pray to God to help you through this struggle you are facing and to give you hope and peace about who YOU are.

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